"And I, infinitesimal being,
drunk with the great starry
void,
likeness, image of
mystery,
I felt myself a pure part
of the abyss,
I wheeled with the stars,
my heart broke loose on the wind."
I drained myself physically. This physical draining of my body also left me emotionally drained, blanking out every single thought in my mind and now I feel close to nothing.